Well......"La Di Da - La Di Da"

Don't I have the most amazing friends out there????

It's hard to hate yourself when so many 

love and support you.

Thank you ALL for helping me to HEAL!!!

And...

I am healing.

And it was YOU!!

Your comments that have helped me to begin the process.

I am feeling good today.

And that is something!!

As you can imagine 

my 'NORMAL' friends and family

are all trying 'to get in there and control me.'

Everybody knows what's best for me down here on earth in Boca Raton.

I am under the microscope.

Now what are you going to do???

When are you getting a job....?

blah blah blah

I would be happy to loan them my shoes for a day 

just to 'GET' where I am coming from.

As the late great M.M. put it....

'I don't want to be rich,

I just want to be wonderful'

{....and feel wonderfully}

I have great news ....

It's official -

The PITY PARTY 

is OVER !!!!

I love you!!!

{and i do feel better}

Thank you Thank you Thank you

XXXXXX's

Renee Finberg 'TELLS ALL' in her Blog of her Adventures in Design,Owner of 'The Trade' Interiors, ,Boca Raton,Palm Beach,Boca Raton Florida,All custom upholstery,case-goods,window treatments,Antiques, Accessories and Antique accessories, built-ins, and all built in seating, bedding and pillows,Roseta Santiago Works Of Art, la di da, la di da, pity party, living under a microscope,
real friends

Death Of A Dream

It has been 24 hours now since I closed the store.

In all my months there I did get but only one walk in customer.

Towards the end I went all but crazy. Maybe I did go crazy.

This failure I take very personally, 

All though there were stores closing all around me…..

Florida is in a desperate state for sure.

The design industry is all but shot.

Except for a few that are holding hands with the most successful

real estate brokers selling 3 million {and upwards} dollar condos.

That’s how it goes here.

-Tons of money or none.

And NO,

I couldn’t get anyone to hold my hand that was selling anything,

Much less something worth spending money on with a designer to put window treatments in to,

Or anything else that was pricy or fabulous.

What’s the deal…..do my armpits smell????

I tried to keep a stiff upper lip, but the facts are the facts.

I just had to get out.

I am pretty devastated by this and may not be posting for a while.

Maybe I will finally be able to visit your blogs ,

If I can get my chin off the ground and stop this shitty piss poor feeling inside.

I will get through this.

I know…

I always f---ing do.

And yes, I am angry at myself, the economy, and life in general.

I am mostly angry because I am so overwhelmed and sad.

When I get off my pity pot and figure things out…

I will be back.

To those of you that I love…

I send you more of it.

xx

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This Bird Still Has His Head

This bird still has his head,

Mine has been lopped off.

Not a good day at all.

Hope you are having a great day -

with your head attached and all!!!

Renee Finberg 'TELLS ALL' in her Blog of her Adventures in Design,Owner of 'The Trade' Interiors, ,Boca Raton,Palm Beach,Boca Raton Florida,All custom upholstery,case-goods,window treatments,Antiques, Accessories and Antique accessories, built-ins, and all built in seating, bedding and pillows,Roseta Santiago Works Of Art, This Bird Still Has His Head, This Bird Still Has His Head, This Bird Still Has His Head

Living In One White Room

Living In One White Room.

The only thing missing is the kitchen sink.....I think.

Renee Finberg 'TELLS ALL' in her Blog of her Adventures in Design,Owner of 'The Trade' Interiors, ,Boca Raton,Palm Beach,Boca Raton Florida,All custom upholstery,case-goods,window treatments,Antiques, Accessories and Antique accessories, built-ins, and all built in seating, bedding and pillows,Roseta Santiago Works Of Art,Living In One White Room, Living In One White Room

Are You In Love? What Does It Feel Like?

Are You In Love? 

What Does It Feel Like?

Renee Finberg 'TELLS ALL' in her Blog of her Adventures in Design,Owner of 'The Trade' Interiors, ,Boca Raton,Palm Beach,Boca Raton Florida,All custom upholstery,case-goods,window treatments,Antiques, Accessories and Antique accessories, built-ins, and all built in seating, bedding and pillows,Roseta Santiago Works Of Art, Are You In Love? What Does It Feel Like?, Are You In Love? What Does It Feel Like?, Are You In Love? What Does It Feel Like?