I Want An ARM Chair

Let ME remind ME that I said this:

" I am not the 'boss of me' anymore.

Was I ever ? Even when I worked for myself....I still really worked for who ever was writing the checks for the furniture and fabrics.

I have promised myself that I will have an attitude of gratitude for this opportunity. A good attitude is the only thing that will make me a success."

I really said that, right?

How quickly I deteriorate when uncomfortable.

Well, it is day 2, and my back and neck are killing me. I am sitting in a side chair for hours. Sometimes going for 2 and 1/2 hours at a stretch without a break.
I have A.D.D.

Need I say more???
There is so much company information to retain, new people,(and you know how stressfull meeting new people is , right ?) ,and then there is homework at night too. When I finally get home after fighting the traffic at 6:30...all I want to do is shower, eat, and sleep. That's all I can handle.

I want to be alone, and VEG OUT. I am on ' information overload'. I am crashing like a computer.

I want to sleep so I can re-boot properly.
Even if I were to sit in this beautiful chair all day....I still need ARMS. My elbows are raw from leaning on the table for support. Yes, I am that sensitive...everywhere!

Okay, now I know I am sounding like a spoiled 'PRINCESS', and even though I am a princess (even if it is only my head)....stick with me here.....
I still must work my way back to REALITY. The reality is that I am grateful for the opportunity to WORK for this wonderful company, and go through their training program.

But, I can complain to you.

Right ?

Here's another reminder to myself....I don't know EVERYTHING.

I have to remain teachable. Humility is a bitch my friends. But oh so necessary if you want to be a likable sort of person. No?

Not to mention, humility is a must when working with and for others.

See...I am getting it back. I feel like I am sounding better already.

I started this post really feeling sorry for myself. I feel better now.

Do I sound better ????

Support me here. I need you.

xx Renee

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