Got A Shovel?

I kept rolling around in bed last night 

waking occasionally in fear 

Did I order a table for a client

that is too big for the space? 

It is going into a 2 walled banquette area 

that is in a family room. 

The area is adjacent to a passage way.....

I gave into the clients pressure 

to order this pedestal table because 

of the specific look.

'Pottery Barn-ish'

I guess the worst that will happen 

is that we can pop the top off and re-size it.

I hate this......

as I am typing 

I am freaking internally.

I found the long blurb below 

by happenstance 

 and thought it was interesting.

Maybe you will too.

huh? maybe??????

YOU perfect blogger you!!!

Fear of Failure:
Perfectionists are also much more afraid to fail than are high achievers. Because they place so much stock in results and become so disappointed by anything less than perfection, failure becomes a very scary prospect. And, since anything less than perfection is seen as ‘failure’, this can lead to…

It seems paradoxical that perfectionists would be prone to procrastination, as that trait can be detrimental to productivity, but perfectionism and procrastination do tend to go hand in hand. This is because, fearing failure as they do, perfectionists will sometimes worry so much about doing something imperfectly that they become immobilized and fail to do anything at all! This leads to more feelings of failure, and a vicious cycle is thus perpetuated.

Perfectionism is one of the traits associated with obsessional behavior and like obsessionality is also believed to be regulated by the basal ganglia. (so this is the problem area)

Sometimes 
I just want to dig that thing 
out of my head!!!!!


Gotta a shovel??
XXX's just me

Renee Finberg 'TELLS ALL' in her BLOG..... Interior Design, Palm Beach, Boca Raton,Ft.Lauderdale,Design Service, Window Treatments, TurnKey Interior Design Service,Paint selection, Floor-Plans,Online Interior Design,  perfectionism,client pressure, Got A Shovel, fear of failure