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Showing posts with label mourning and fear of the unknown. Show all posts
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Friday, August 10, 2012

Straight To Heaven

Feb 20.1912 - Aug 8.2012
I will miss Marie dearly 
and am so happy for the time we got to spend together. 
She was a caring and loving person 
and was the best mother & grandmother in the world. 
Even though she is gone 
her memory will live on in our hearts forever. 

Many of you know that my mother in-law 
{ who I have known since I am 11 yrs}
came to live in my home.
She died peacefully in her sleep 2 nights ago.

I have been living with my ex-husband and her for 5 years now.
With the sale of my home of 28 years
{the longest I have ever lived anywhere}

so.....

I am packing because I am selling the house....

- my daughter is moving out to her own place
{as it should be}

and then my ex-husband who has been a constant for me is going his own way.

It is the end of an era.


Like a sweater,
I feel my small universe unraveling all around me.
This is painful and frighting.
But 
as all of my friends have told me,
it's G-d setting a new path for me.
I will get through this, but I must be permitted to morn the loss of it
before I can start anew.

I will take the unraveled yarn,
roll it up in a neat ball
and knit a new sweater when I get to Maine

AND I WILL 
START A NEW AND WONDERFUL LIFE IN MAINE


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About Renée Finberg

I have been in this business since the age of 22.

I love what I do and cannot imagine my life without Design.

Design Challenges are great.

And because of those challenges

I have imported fine antique pieces from Paris,

Designed and Manufactured Furniture,

Created Fantastic Window Treatments,

And solved all kinds of spatial & architectural issues

With my unique style.

If I can't find it, I create it.

My rooms would make excellent movie sets.

I am a visual, tactile and audio sensitive individual.

Creating is what I live for, not math, not spelling, not science.

Just Great Design.

Just imagine how it would be if each of us,

If only for a few hours of everyday,We could be in a space that is our very own.A place that is exactly the way we want it to be

Surrounded by all the things we wanted to see,

The atmosphere we wanted feel, smell and the sound we wanted to listen to.

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